A Is For Albatross

Blogging A-Z is a new challenge I’ve accepted, although I don’t think I’m technically included with all the other people who have accepted the same challenge, so I’m not even going to link to the challenge site.  Forgive me, challenge site, I’ll sign up earlier next year.

Every day during the month of April I’ll take a letter of the alphabet and write on a theme that begins with that letter.

 

A is for albatross, as in around my neck.  Blogging has been weighing heavily on me for the past few months.  I want to write, I want to blog, I want millions of people around the world to love what I write.

However, my brain moves backwards and starts with “I want millions of people around the world to love what I write.”  Millions of people aren’t going to love what I write, that’s just a fact.  But because of that fact I I don’t want to blog, and finally I don’t want to write.

A is also for audience.  The nonexistent audience.  What’s the point of showing up if no one else will?

The End